The Fault in my Venus
Hey you - i kinda like you love you
you,
mesmerising You
mysterious You
intriguing You
indispensable You
i thought of You deeply and keenly
staring for long hours at the night sky
I longed for you desperately and foolishly
daydreaming, procrastinating my life away
one train ride at a time.
I created You
You and that strange Look in your eyes
I invented the Idea of You
Like a warm nest where I could sit
long enough for my dream eggs to
become paradise birds.
I grew and harvested You
like golden grapes in a sunny vineyard
so that I could savor your flavour
while watching the last sunset on Earth
I kept You hidden
in my Heart like a buried treasure
no pirate or thief could ever find
for only pure souls could understand and cherish
the true meaning of this peace of mind
You held me in your arms
like lovers do in the movies, cradled me
humming a soft tune - what was that You
mumbled: those three words, I thought, at last
Instead I heard - i am sorry
too much time wasted now on thinking of all of You,s
too much time spent inventing urban legends and romcom stories
too much time questioning myself to the core
Now I know
Now it’s different
Now i’ve grown old
The New Moon in Aquarius is responsible
for finally admitting what i could not
for so so long
Infatuation is You / insignificant You / demystified You
disposable You /
When all
is over
i celebrate my freedom
and turn back to Love.
